Dark mysterious season,
when the light doesn’t
quite reach the ground,
the trees shadow puppets
moving against the gray of day.
I think over the past year
praying there has been a
kindling in my soul,
the heart opened, warmed
and the juiciness of life is
more than in the loins–
a stream of forgiveness
slow flowing through the tough fibers
not stopper’d with an underlying
bitterness
but softened with compassion.
This season of constrictions,
unusual emptiness,
brittle like dried twigs
desiccated by hoar frost
just to be endured.
I wrap myself in wool and
watch the migrations–
first tender song birds which harken
back to summer,
then Sandhill cranes,
legs thin banners
streaming behind white bodies,
lost against a snowy sky.
They lift off to a middling cosmos,
while I, earth-bound,
can only flap the wings of my shawl,
poor plumage for such a flight,
and wonder about my own destination.
Jane Kohut-Bartels
Copyrighted, 2017 (“Samhain” published in “Pitcher of Moon”, 2014, Amazon.com)
“The Divine is preceived and experienced in many different ways by individual and religious groups. Orthodox religions have codified their own approaches to the Divine in diverse ways. Many have been helped and encouraged by such approaches, but others have not, feeling their personal mystical experiences can not be so defined.”
—-from “Celtic Devotional”, by Caitlin Matthews, Fair Winds Press, 2004.
I am one of those who have found, over the years that religion has not been helpful or encouraging. For forty years, I have ‘gone against the tide’ of my brother’s Christianity. I found it abusive, misogynistic, deadening. But perhaps that is the fault of my siblings, not Christianity. This to me is not worthy of emulating. If this is Christianity, I want no part of it. And I don’t think their God wants it either.
The Winter Solstice falls upon December 21th, at 11:28 EST, Thursday to be exact. This is the year’s longest night. We celebrate it with lights, candles and a roaring fire in the wood stove. We include prayers and an expression of gratitude above all else. It has a particular signifance to us that prepares us for the new year. It opens our hearts and eyes to the beauty and peacefulness of the Winter season. It allows, demands a stillness that only such a fallow season can bring. It calls for a mindfulness that centers us, a looking back at the past year and an anticipation for the new one coming.
Instead of the tinsel (which I like…) and artificial trimmings we gather magnolia leaves, nandina berries, holly and fir boughs. We decorate the four mantels with these gifts from Nature and when they dry out and lose their ‘life’ they give the gift of heat as we stuff the woodstove with their bounty.
There is so much more mystery in the Cosmos than we can imagine. A time to dedicate ourselves in gratitude, to show a random gratitude to those ‘wise’ ones, relatives who are gone but not forgotten, to settle down in thought and silence. To await another season of rebirth. To wrap ourselves in the wool of love for each other.
The Light can not be truly appreciated without the Darkness that surrounds us in this season. Each season of the year provides us with many doorways for fresh spiritual revelations and a personal response. I am glad that after so many years of conflict, my hsuband and I have found this pathway.
Jane Kohut-Bartels
Merry Christmass to All who follow this holiday.
Jane
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December 17, 2017 at 7:10 pm
A lovely take on winter season. Thanks for sharing.
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December 17, 2017 at 8:06 pm
Thank you so much~! Merry Christmas and Winter Solstice. I’m come over and look at your site tomorrow.
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December 18, 2017 at 1:29 am
We have an artificial tree with ornaments and lights, but I like the idea of using “magnolia leaves, nandina berries, holly and fir boughs” if there were any nearby. I remember hanging tinsel as a child on my parents’ tree, strand by strand. They scattered it more efficiently.
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December 18, 2017 at 2:41 am
Hi Frank! Can’t you find a fir tree and pluck some boughs? Holly tree and carefully pluck some branches? LOL! The magnolia leaves ….we have a 20 foot young tree in the back that just seeded itself years ago, and every Xmas we cut some branches with those long beautiful, shiny leaves. If you smash the stems a bit (meat hammer, etc) and put them in water, they last a long time. More than just arranging them across the mantel. This year we will do that. Any red berry, including cranberries can be used…strung with a needle and thread. Actually I have a 5 foot contraption of pine cones and pecans that we laborously pierced with a tiny drill and lots of wire, a 1990’s Martha Stewart production for Xmas, that we have put away in a drawer after Xmas…it is beautiful but looking a bit dusty. We string that under the white mantel and it looks great. Labor intensive but it has lasted probably 15 years now. Actually, I decorate with natural stuff and candles, red green white (colors of the Hungarian flag!) and in windows and on mantels and I can’t WAIT until Jan. 6th to take everything down and stuff the burnable stuff in the wood stove. I love the bareness of after Xmas…it’s like clearing the pallette for the Winter. True Winter. I remember hanging tinsel strand by strand. My husband would bring ridiculous large trees home and we would end up wadding the tinsel and lobbing it at the tree. LOL! One year, he brought home a 9 foot Douglas Fir and placed it on the bedroom balcony that overlooked the great room. It was strange. To get it out of the house after Xmas, he had to cut it with a chain saw in three pieces and lower it down 12 feet to the floor below. LOL! Never did that again.
I was not going to have a tree, this year, but our son is coming home and Fred demandss we put up a tree. We did put out white lights all over the bushes in the front street garden behind the iron fence, and it does look pretty. However, it’s raining (a bit of sleet earlier) and it is so cold right now that I can’t bring myself to go outside and admire his work. LOL! Merry Xmas dear heart!
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December 18, 2017 at 3:57 am
You have many Christmas decorations. I like the string of pine cones and pecans. I suppose we could do something like that. The 9 foot tree is a bit excessive, but that should make a nice story. We have white lights on the tree but nowhere else. Being in a town home there isn’t must room outside where we are permitted to put decorations and we can’t cut any of the trees there. None of what we do is labor intensive unless we have to go to the hardware store to get lights because the old ones burnt out. As a child I also removed the tinsel, strand by strand, and saved it for next year.
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December 18, 2017 at 4:04 am
LOL! I remember doing that removal of tinsel, Frank…and wrapping it in tissue paper for the next year. year after year. it seems the tinsel was thicker….or maybe thinner. I can’t remember. And yes, that 9 foot tree was excessive….by far!
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December 18, 2017 at 10:29 am
An evocative poem and a lovely story about your Winter celebrations. I love the photos, too, such a cozy Chrismas atmosphere!
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December 18, 2017 at 1:11 pm
Hi Sweetheart! Thank you! For those who don’t know Nick, he is a friend of over a decade and has formatted and produced the last three books of mine. Nick is a wonderful writer but has turned his talents to photography. He has been here in the states twice and we have had the honor of his company when he was here. You don’t find a heart friend like Nick twice in life. I shot those photos with my husband’s phone, and Nick can dance circles around me attempted photography.
Thank you, Nick. Well talk over Xmas.
Love you!
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December 23, 2017 at 5:24 am
I can relate to the contemplation of wanting the heart to soften. Not so easy when a lifetime of, well, life, has taken its toll. I do strive to be more forgiving and patient of others and I can see that I am moving in that direction and it feels good. I like the part in your poem as you observe the birds’ flight and it made me think of the Sandhill Cranes here…you can always hear their sounds before you see them.
I admire your wanting to use items to decorate from nature…the way things were done in the old days… I think it goes along with your historical house, Jane. And you’re right about how many religions leave more of an emptiness than a filling up…so, like you, I’ve chosen a different way. I respect and commend you for that. Thanks for sharing.
Happy, Merry Winter Solstice, Jane! Love, Gayle xo
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December 23, 2017 at 6:03 am
We are birds of a feather, Gayle. Yes, life takes its toll on our sympathetic natures, and empathy can be lost. I think you are doing very well, on this score, Gayle. I certainly listen and learn from you.
Religion: it’s a tough question. We want to belong to something but so much of religion is about power and control. It certainly was with my two brothers…and their wives. It appalls me how religion can be such a bullying influence in the life of others. Especially men, but the women also get into the power and control thing.
I was attending a Quaker Meeting here for 12 years. It was very different than what I expected. It was full of doctors, lawyers, professors and was very class conscious. I was looking for spiritual stuff and many there were there for social activity…political stuff. There was rather a divide in the meeting for worship. And it wasn’t very friendly. It was full of issues. We left and joined St. Lukes Episcopal and it was the routine in doctrine I remember from my childhood. And it wasn’t very filling.
But there are attempts at outreach and welcoming. We have found in Celtic Christianity a different path, but just one path of many to investigate. Finding a heart home is more important than proclaiming your connection to any particular religion. I find the fights between the Baptists/Methodists/Catholics/ Protestants, etc. to be so out of touch with any spiritual strivings. At least for us. There’s a lot of money to be made in preaching, as many of our politicians become ‘ministers’, preachers because they can hold sway over a segment of people….and use them, their congregations for adding to their own personal wealth and for political power. This has been our observations in the South, and it really disturbs us. It also maintains ignorance and bigotry…
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December 29, 2017 at 1:17 am
You’re so right on many points about religions, Jane. We do feel a compulsion to belong to something and I’m happy with my Buddhist meditation group. They are sincere searchers and some have religious beliefs but get a lot out of the meditations as well…sort of like a “supplement”. 🙂 I don’t consider myself a Buddhist but take from it what resonates within me. Initially there was no Buddhist religion but people being who they are transformed it into such. I choose not to see it in that capacity for myself. I’m so eclectic in my thinking that I don’t think you could label me one thing or another. Maybe I’m just a human being on a personal journey of self discovery. I can live with that. 😀
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December 29, 2017 at 1:26 am
I could live with that, too, Gayle. I think you are very wise. It is not easy to explain our ‘perspective’ on religion, but I have found that it really isn’t anyone’s right to ‘know’. I get trapped by Jehovah Witness/Mormons/ etc…those people who ‘demand’ to know your opinions… but they really aren’t listening. LOL! They just are preparing themselves for a rebuttal. I usually answer, “I am an atheist”. and of course that brings the question from them: “How do you think you got here??”…..My answer: “My parents screwing in the back seat of a car.” That usually shuts them up. LOL! But. Religion is used to clout one over the head.
It is probably best to smile and walk away. I hate dogma and doctrine. I think eclectic is fine. And it is ultimately creative.
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