
I returned to the old house,
now still, vacant,
staring with unshaded eyes
upon a snowy front garden,
shrubs overgrown with the
lustiness of summer and neglect
now split to the ground,
taxed with a heavy snow.
I tried to light the parlor stove,
old cranky cast iron smoker
clanking and rattling
in the best of times
now given up the ghost,
cold metal unyielding to wadded paper
and an old mouse nest.
The silence of the rooms only broken
by hissing wind whipping around eaves
rattling old bones in the attic,
stirring the haunts sleeping in corners.
It took a time for twigs to catch,
the water to turn coffee,
bacon and eggs brought from the city
and cooked in an old iron skillet–
tasting far better in the country air.
I looked down at hands cracked
in the brittle winter light,
moisture gone,
hair static with electricity,
feet numb from the chill,
the woodstove not giving
more heat than an icicle.
I walked down to Olsen’s pond,
looked through the glassine surface
remembered the boy who had fallen
through the ice while playing hockey–
slipped under the thin cover, disappearing
without a sound,
only noticed when our puck flew
Up in the air and he, the guard, missing.
We skated to the edge, threw bodies flat
trying to reach him just out of catch,
crying like babies, snot running down chins,
knowing he was floating just under the ice,
silenced as the lamb he was.
Childhood ended that day for most of us.
We drifted away to the city,
our skates and sticks put up,
Olsen’s pond deserted like a haunted minefield.
Fifty years ago I still remember that day
when stretched as far as I could
my belly freezing on treacherous ice,
grasping to reach a life just out of sight,
his muffler and stick floating to the surface–
The boy, the important part,
gone for good from a chilly winter day.
Jane Kohut-Bartels
Copyrighted, 2015
“Olsen’s Pond” was first published in “Seasoning of Lust”, Jane Kohut-Bartels, 2009, by Lulu.com. Later this poem was published in “Pitcher of Moon” also by Jane Kohut-Bartels, 2014, Createspace, Amazon.com
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